Tuesday, June 29, 2010

1st Week in the MTC


(I love being a missionary! I love the hours of scripture study. I love the classes and all the amazing people here. And I can't wait to get out into the field. Well, yes I can. I'd like to know a little more Polish before I'm expected to teach in the language. So Polish is hard. Really really hard. The words are long, the pronunciation is different, and not only do the conjugate verbs, but also nouns and adjectives. But as I've studied and struggled, my testimony has grown. I know that the gift of tongues exists. I have seen it in the one week I've been here. For instance: Jestem Siostra Allen, a to jest moja kolezanka Siostra Bailey. (I am Sister Allen and this is my companion Sister Bailey)

So you're probably curious about everything. After you dropped me off I went through a line and they gave me my room key and my name tag etc. and then a sister missionary took me to my room, we dropped off my luggage and she took me to the classroom that I now live in. We have class all morning , gym time, lunch, the class in the afternoon, dinner, and more class until 9. I have a completely new conception of exhaustion. But at the same time, it's so great. My companion's name is Siostra Bailey. She is from northern UT. Went to BYU-I and loved it. And just graduated in Elementary Education. She is wonderful! She makes having to be around someone for 24 hours a day a good experience. And she is so patient withy me. She has been studying Polish for the last two months with an RM in her ward and listens to my slow reading of the Ksenga Mormona each night with gentle correction. I have no idea what I would do without her and the funny pneumatic devices we come up with. The Elders in my district are great too. They make me laugh every day. We have had wonderful firesides and devotionals too. Elder Oaks taught on Friday night, a member of the General Relief Society board taught Relief Society, and then for Sunday's fireside we got a sneak peak at the new version of Mormon.org that comes out in a couple of weeks. It is so amazing. Members of the church can make personal profiles on the site and write about their experiences being a mormon. We also got to meet President Nielsen our Mission President and his wife. They leave today for Poland and we are so excited to join them there. After getting to know each other we played a Polish number game that Siostra Bailey and I are very good at. P-days are very strange. It feels weird to wear skirts, to not have class, and the laundry room here is amazing. Kind of intense, but really impressive)

What else to share with you. Oh yeah. Mom, please discover dearelder.com. It's like sending an e-mail for you, but they deliver the letter to me the same day. I've been doing alright so far, but I've only gotten one postcard from Michele. I want to hear from you guys.

I truly know that this is the lord's work. In the few days I've been here I have learned so much about myself. I can feel Heavenly Father blessing me with faith and hope. I know that as I have prayed for direction and help he has answered ten fold. I don't know how I can possibly fit everything in. Language study, religious study, lesson planning, and being the Coordinating Sister (a version of District Leader for the sisters) but somehow everything fits together and we are blessed with the ability to complete all that God has required of us.)

I wish I could remember what else to tell you. Oh, I went to the Health Ctr. today. I will be going to the podiatrist on July 12th. As I recall I need to pay and then we'll bill the insurance. Please let me know if that is not the case.
I'm keeping busy and happy here. I love you all so much and look forward to writing you next Tuesday.

Siostra Tracy Allen

Thursday, June 24, 2010

So off she goes...


So off she goes.... We did the stop, drop and roll as my son likes to call it at the MTC yesterday afternoon. But it was great that all the current missionaries are out meeting and greeting everyone. It felt so much more EFYish to me. But not quite! I am thrilled for each of the directions Tracy and her roommates are taking in this time in their lives. Each has their own path in which the Lord is setting them on and preparing them for incredible things to come... you are all so wonderful and amazing like Tracy expressed to us time and again. Thank you for your influences in her life.
I am not a writer. I may jump from 1st person to 3rd person. I just write it as I think it. But I doubt you will mind much. Here are some pictures of our send off.
**Will post when I hear from her next.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Gone, but not GONE

I am excited. I am nervous. I am eager to jump in. And I am probably in a little bit over my head. But whichever combination of emotions it is, the time has come. As celebrated a few months ago, I will be leaving this week for an 18 month mission for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. During this time every waking moment will be devoted to missionary work--finding people to teach, preparing lessons, and teaching them. I won't be on facebook. I won't see the latest blockbuster. I won't know what the newest apple product is. However, while I will not be able to write on here at my leisure. My mother has graciously agreed to post parts of my letters on here so all of you can see what I'm up to if you're curious.

So this is it for a while. I wish you all the best in the next 18 months, and would love to hear from you, even you silent readers. My address for the next 9ish weeks will be:
Sister Tracy Nicole Allen
MTC Mailbox # 145
POL-WAR 0824
2005 N 900 E
Provo, UT 84604-1793



And then around September:
Sister Tracy Nicole Allen
Poland Warsaw Mission
ul. Polcznska 50/5 (the l has a line through it and the n is accented with the diagonal line above)
01-337 Warsaw
Poland

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Silent Saturday


My last Silent Saturday for a while.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Note to Self


Giving your own farewell talk is surreal
Whoever invented skype should be sainted
This girl sure loves me a lot. Good thing it's mutual
All afternoon at Kieran's house-- just like old times
Movie night with my family (Heck yes!)
How am I going to live without Zabas
Embrace my last few days of jeans
Find driver's license, I'd really rather not go back to the DMV
Woke up at 6:30 this morning, now let's see if I can go to bed at 10:30
Explore inner red head
Don't read newspapers while walking
I need to pack

Friday, June 11, 2010

"Having Fun Isn't Hard When You've Got A Library Card"


From: here

Don't judge me, but is it strange that I miss the library? It became a place of escape for me. If I couldn't focus, if I had been procrastinating, if there were too many distracting people at my apartment I could just go to the library. It offered a space of clarity and purpose to my otherwise convoluted life. I always left having made some progress and so I embraced my time there. 

I guess that's why today, with my Farewell talk on the horizon and a busy weekend ahead of me, I knew I had to get out of my house and go somewhere I could just think. Not a UNLV student, but confident I could convince any innocent bystander, I packed my missionary backpack with my tools--scriptures, Preach My Gospel, and Teaching No Greater Call, and I drove up to campus. It just felt good to be a student (even for a short stint) again. I know what to do in a library. I'm at home there. And, as usual, I came out having finally made some progress.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Silent Saturday


Congrats to my brother who is now an Eagle Scout!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Houston recap:


My cousin graduated from Med School this weekend! Which means that I got to go to Texas  and see my family after an 18 year absence. 


Things I will remember about Houston:

50 mosquito bites on each foot.
Luscious curly hair (I sure hope Polish humidity does this to my hair too).
Enough ice cream to tide me over til Christmas, as if. 
Swimming with the kids.
The museum district downtown- with a cool Art museum and the best Children's Museum I've ever seen. 
Frisbee and Volleyball in their backyard.
Late night discussions before bed.